Have you ever had a seemingly random feeling about someone or something, or a feeling that you should or should not do something. I call them ‘inner nudges’ and I have learned, much to my regret, that ignoring them is not a good idea. Occasionally, they will concern something truly big, as what happened with the four fishermen, but usually, to most of us at least, they concern only seemingly small or inconsequential things. I have found from experience that sometimes they are not really that small or inconsequential. The problem is that you will never know unless you take the risk and listen and do whatever you’re being prompted to do (or not do). And I sincerely think that very often it is the Lord who is speaking to us in this way, and so, generally, I try to take it this way, doing it as a matter of trust in Him and then just letting the chips fall where they may. That way, seeing as I am actually trying to obey Him, it is the Lord who ultimately controls the outcome. Anyway, there’s something to think about.

One never knows just what kind of impact or effect we will have on others. Several people have told me that I ‘led them to the Lord,’ and I cannot, for the life of me, remember what I said or did that might have made a difference in those people’s lives. And certainly it was not intentional, for I did not see any of them as likely ‘prospects’ (that is, as people who were searching and in need of finding God). So, somehow, unbeknownst to me, it ‘just happened’.

And my suspicion and conviction is that this can happen with any one of us. None of us truly knows what impact we are having, yes, sometimes in very humble, unassuming and ordinary roles, even as mother or father, family, church or community member, aunt or uncle, or friend. Who knows. So let’s, all of us, simply strive to be like Jesus and follow Him, and see ‘where the chips fall.’ What an adventure!

After coming to an adult faith in Jesus Christ and experiencing the reality of the Holy Spirit’s presence in my life, I was blessed with a kind of overflowing and effervescent sense of inner joy. And so, you can well imagine that during ‘my dark night of the soul’, the loss of this inner joy was felt acutely and was extremely painful and difficult emotionally and spiritually. One can only imagine how Jesus felt on the Cross, when He felt abandoned by God, having never experienced a loss of fellowship or joy any time up until then. And numerous other people in the Scriptures also recount this sense of abandonment, Job, Jeremiah, Elijah, and of course, David, in today’s psalm. But what unites them all is that none of them gave up on God, no matter what they were going through. It is a great lesson for us, as probably most of us will go through this sort of thing at least once or twice during our lives!

In today’s passage from the Acts of the Apostles, I find one observation made of the two apostles, Peter and John, to be most telling, namely that they perceived that ‘they had been with Jesus’. My desire, prayer and hope that this could be said of all of us, and not just as a verbal description of our identity, but also as an observation of how we come across to others. Perhaps it is your prayer and desire as well.

Often, when we encounter some problem or difficulty in our lives, we will exclaim to ourselves, “What in the world have I done to deserve this?” And, often, this question is quite appropriate, for there seems to be nothing by way of cause and effect, nothing that would have directly caused or led up to this situation.

However, on the other hand, there may well be something. It may well be a case of ‘I had it coming’. The good news in this case is that God is still there, still loving and caring, and simply wanting to reach out and help us--if only we will let Him. But here’s where the old chestnuts of faith and repentance come in. Repentance is simply admitting that our way hasn’t worked and turning the direction of our lives around, around from our way of doing things to His way. And faith is simply trusting Him, letting Him take over and do in our lives what only He can do. It’s not a matter of ‘being good enough’ or measuring up in some way, but rather a matter of simply letting Him be God in our lives--which has the effect of freeing Him up so that He can actually do something.

Oddly, we sometimes make a distinction, an artificial one at that, between ‘New Year’s Resolutions’ as mere intentions, or as things simply jotted down on paper, on the one hand, and firm decisions or commitments, on the other hand. The first category is so easy to forget or pass over as the days slip on; however, the second, not quite so easy.

David, in today’s psalm, is firmly resolved to do certain things: to keep himself away from unhealthy associates and their speech and activities, to maintain his habit of worship, and to make sure that his daily dealings with others are true both to God and to himself. And, of course, to trust in God always, no matter what else is taking place in his life.

This strikes me as a useful paradigm as we, you and I, face into this new year. While we are already more than half-way into this first month, it will do us no help to assess ourselves, and start again, if at all necessary. I wish you the best in this.

Today’s passage and meditation touch on something that was, in my childhood home at least, a very touchy subject, namely the subject of sin. My dad’s pastor was ‘big’ on sin and on how all of us are sinners. My father would rant and rail against this very notion, saying ‘in no uncertain terms’: “I’m not a sinner. I’m a good person. I don’t bat a 1000, but I’m not a sinner.” What he didn’t realize--and his pastor apparently didn’t make clear--was that simply not batting 1000, that is, missing the mark, makes us sinners. That all of us have fallen short of God expects and demands of us, and so need His grace, mercy and forgiveness. But thanks be to God: these are available to all of us, to anyone and everyone who asks. Thanks be to God.

For much of Canada today, we are ‘nestled’ under the blanket of some rather extreme and nasty weather--a good day to hunker down rather than to face the elements. And also, a great time to spend time with God, and get His perspective on matters. Today’s psalm speaks on this, and especially on the unique, and penetrating, perspective that God has on our own individual lives. He knows us far better than anyone else, which includes even ourselves, and so it is always handy, and helpful, to see what He has to say.

Today’s psalm and meditation should give us all good reason to rejoice. In as much as this psalm was composed by David at a time in his life when he was facing great trials and tribulation, and quoted by Jesus on the Cross, it gives credence to the idea that we can turn to God no matter what we are going through--yes, even at those times when God seems absent or non-responsive. Both David and Jesus were firmly convinced that God would ‘come through’ for them, regardless of what they were feeling or experiencing at the time--which is a conviction that is rather appropriate for each one of us.

As surprising as it may seem, people do fall away from their faith in Jesus Christ. We don’t know much of the actual circumstances of the folks to whom the Letter to the Hebrews was written, but we do know that they were facing difficulties and dangers of some rather harrowing sort. And so its author counsels them to hold fast with their faith and not waiver when things get bad. In fact, he quotes Psalm 95, the psalm we know as the Venite, where another group of people did just that, wavered in their faith, and so lost out big time. So, he tells us not to be like them. Surely it is a good warning.

It is a sad commentary on the fickleness and instability of the human condition that even the most noteworthy and praise-worthy of individuals sometimes have massive flaws, and sometimes, after a lifetime of seemingly flawless ‘performance’, are found to have massive flaws. Why, even King David, a ‘man after God’s own heart’, is shown in the Scriptures to fail and fall, and do so spectacularly.

And so the advice of today’s psalm, namely to know and abide by God’s word and commandments, is most appropriate and needed, for all of us, no matter how ‘well’ we do, can slip at times. And so, by hanging on to His word and adhering to it, we can better walk upright and sure in our daily lives.

The people that the Letter to the Hebrews was written to were probably Jewish Christians, people who had been brought up within Judaism and who had been taught to accept, and embrace, many of its traditions and practices as normative--and even, as required. The Temple and its sacrifices and its Head Priest, for instance, or Moses: they would have seen all of these as fundamental. And so, our author has something of an ‘uphill’ battle when he tries to convince them that Jesus is better, superior, to all of them.

With us today, God doesn’t have these obstacles to surmount, but interestingly, there are others that are just as ingrained and tenacious. Our trust and dependence in technology for instance, or in science, or in government, or in our financial and educational institutions. Or our dependence in material things. Or our reliance upon our own ideas and resources and our lamentable habit of always ‘falling back’ on these. And so, thinking of Jesus first, and putting Him first, and depending upon Him, doesn’t always come easily for us either.

But, nevertheless, as we plunge into a new year, it is a good idea to ponder, and hopefully, to implement.

What a difference this makes! Here I think of the perplexities that I often face with my computer and how it works--or doesn’t work. I sometimes go to my boys for help, but while this usually solves the problem, it often doesn’t help me in the long run. They manage to fix the problem so easily and quickly--with just a few strokes--that I am still baffled. What really helps is when someone comes along side me and coaches me along as I fix the problem myself. What a difference this makes.

Well, that is exactly what our Saviour has done. Rather than ‘fix the problem’ in a few strokes, He has come along side us--as one of us--and chosen to coach us through life. And that He has already faced that problem and solved it Himself, makes Him all the more approachable and understanding and able to help us. That is the kind of God and Saviour that we have. Thanks be to God.

Almost everything becomes easier and less stressful, less traumatic, if it is handled in the company of someone else. I remember what a difference it made when I went in for my first haircut--I was pretty old by this point, probably 3-4 years old--and was utterly convinced that it was going to hurt big time. That’s because I figured that my hair was part of my body, and that any other time that I’d cut myself, it hurt. But my Dad stood beside me in the barber’s chair, and that made it all so much easier.

In a sense, that is exactly what our Lord Jesus Christ has done with us. He stood beside us in His earthly life, suffering the same hurts and disappointments and temptations--even to the point of getting baptized with everyone else around Him--even though He didn’t need to. He was willing to ‘be tarred with our brush’, as it were, in order to be with us.

To me, that is pretty fantastic--and pretty reassuring as well. it means that there is nothing in our lives, in general terms at least, that He has not already been through--and dealt with successfully. And so, what an immense comfort and help that is!

I think that today’s passage from Isaiah is rather appropriate for us in our world today. Its original audience felt themselves ‘trapped’, uncertain, and fearful given their present situation in Babylonian exile. We today may feel just as uncertain and fearful due to global tensions, political wrangling closer to home, and looming questions in terms of health care and emergent illnesses. And we too may feel ‘trapped’, feeling powerless and unable to do anything about our situations.

And yet, in Israel’s original situation, God’s promise came through, ‘in spades.’ Israel was returned from its exile and the ruined city of Jerusalem and its Temple were rebuilt, in glorious fashion. What seemed to be impossible actually happened. God was indeed there and was indeed at work.

And so can it be for us today as well. Neither you nor I know exactly what the future holds, but we do know that the Lord is in it, and that it will be glorious. And so, we can be full of hope, and can trust God with our lives, and our futures, knowing that He’s got it all under control.

Today’s meditation is what, for me at least, something of a ‘wake up’ call. It calls into question what or who we choose to put our trust in. Do we put our trust in our possessions--including, by the way, our bank accounts or pensions or retirement funds? Or do we put our trust in government or in our community or in our churches? Or do we put our trust in our family and friends? Or, more to the point for myself: do we put our trust in ourselves and in our own abilities, knowledge and experience? I dare say that I often fall into the latter category, often without even thinking about it. Relying upon myself just seems to ‘come naturally’. But, what it means ultimately, is that we are not placing our trust and dependence upon Almighty God, upon Jesus, in quite the way that we should. Anyway, here is something to think about.

There are many people in the Scriptures that we can identify with, and commiserate with, people who endured hardship, sorrow, temptation, doubt and a myriad of other stressors. But, one person in particular that we should feel a link with is David, the legendary king of Israel. In his storied life he went through a great deal, and this is made all the more ‘accessible’ to us given that he wrote psalms that reflected what he was going through and his state of mind therein. And so, we can readily tap into his feelings, especially when they seem to mirror our own. Today’s psalm, Psalm 34, reflects upon one of those difficult times, one in which he learned to lean upon the help and providence of God. And, in that, he constitutes a good example of us, especially as we face this new, totally unfamiliar, and rather bizarre New Year.